Suicidal Happiness

(The graves in my mind)

{To My Dearest Love} He said he loved me


He said he loved me, that am all I wanted to hear
He said he is suddenly happy whenever I’m near
But now he said what I always dreamed of him to
It leaves me questioning if it is at all true
I want to believe him with everything with in me
But I wonder if he just said it to make me happy
I love him and this is why I hate love
Because I so sure of myself but then I’m a nerves wreck because he is an angel from above
It’s funny because in all this he is not even mine
Though he will be forever in my mind
He is so perfect it’s almost impossible to love someone like me
He’s love for eternity is something I can only dream to be
So he sends me note and gives me kisses after school everyday
I want to tell him that I’m in love with him but the words don’t come out and its something I cant say
What if he did lie and doesn’t love me at all
I know I’d die and to my knees I will fall
But I will have to trust him with everything I am
Cause he is the guy I love and my best friend
I just hope is telling the truth and he loves me like I love him
And so I’m laying in his arms now, as the world’s lights dims

Submitted: Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Edited: Thursday, September 05, 2013
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