I Was Always Bad Poem by Shamsul Husain

Yes, this could have done the other way too
Why did I lose you right in the meanwhile?
And in fact, the way that I got my heart broken
I couldn't understand it for a while

Smoother was the breeze and greener the grass
Where we met was a pretty and endless meadow
Time has passed you walked along with me there
Today, I find, there is nothing except my shadow

I run these eyes deep into the sky to find you
But memories are there to get you face-to-face
Suddenly a smile glitters as I recall you smiling
This is nothing but an illusion and a useless chase

But it would have done like this way too
Perhaps it would have happened like that
Why do I think in this way but not accept?
Yes, it was my attitude and I was always bad