Abdul Wahab


>>>I Want To Die


Heavenly cursed and heavily sinned I
No more i like to add them, so, I want to die
And I want to become a holy ghost
Whom the people would like the most.
Like the retreating soldiers I like to come back
To my own permanent and eternal home
You may call it a suicide or martyrdom.

In my real home I see the news
Coming from the lipstick coated lips
In the television of my molten death
People are sobbing with a heavy breath.
The atmosphere is heavy and they feel the pain
This thrills me and gives a feeling of gain.


The only son of my father
The only darling of my mother
Fainted repeatedly on the cushion
Peal like tear drops coming from my beloved son,
Friends and relatives express grief in the community hall,
All these excite me and I sought to say'' I love you all.''

For the first time in my life in my last ritual I listen
From those men that I was really a very very good man.
In such intense atmosphere of gloom and sad
My heart cheers and I become too much glad.






















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Submitted: Saturday, March 03, 2012
Edited: Tuesday, July 23, 2013

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  • Luana Del Lobo (7/13/2014 1:38:00 PM)

    Interesting perspective of something that sometimes it's very hard to describe since we only can see one side of the coin...
    Well written! :) (Report) Reply

  • Mary Amrutha (3/8/2014 7:34:00 AM)

    I don't in what context you wrote this.. the poem is good actually awesome but the concept is scary (Report) Reply

  • Wahab Abdul (12/6/2013 11:50:00 AM)

    Well crafted, Dark


    Blanca Prior598 days ago
    Given the reality of the times this is a bit depressing, however I feel it brings light to the fact that individuals that commit suicide aren't aware of how much love and support they have because everyone waits until that person is dead to express their true emotions. Although very dark it calls to a positive realization... that you don't know what you have until you lose it. (Report) Reply

  • Wahab Abdul (12/6/2013 11:49:00 AM)

    well wriiten


    Andrew Hozempa598 days ago
    this poem is well writen and I find I feel a heavy heart with reading it, but still feel a smile as you can sense his feelings in the words (Report) Reply

  • Wahab Abdul (12/6/2013 11:48:00 AM)

    I love this!


    Regenna Hairston-Grier598 days ago
    This poem reminds me of my childhood in a segregated south, and the very day the carrier brought the news that my fathers oldest Son was killed in Vietnam.... Very well express! (Report) Reply

  • Wahab Abdul (12/6/2013 11:47:00 AM)

    intense


    Dara Bruce598 days ago
    its almost as if you wrote this from beyond the grave, i can tell you do not fear death but welcom ite (Report) Reply

  • Wahab Abdul (12/6/2013 11:46:00 AM)

    Great


    Marwand Bahand595 days ago
    A five star poetry writer. A heart touching poem which feeds your soul (Report) Reply

  • Heather Wilkins (7/5/2013 9:40:00 AM)

    death is an extension of life. here on earth we just start our journey, but after death we continue on to the end. I believe in life after death. a wise and lovely poem we are fulfilling our mission in life. (Report) Reply

  • Queeny Gona (7/24/2012 8:05:00 AM)

    Voted 10+++++ Sir, I hardly seen anybody defaming a person after his/her death. And coming to family, one can know how much he/ she means to them! (Report) Reply

  • Rigzin Namgyal (5/15/2012 10:21:00 PM)

    ..death...through the wizard of words....abdul wahab...
    ..i never knew death could be so beautiful...
    ..no wonder..if sleep which is a picture of death is so sweet..how much beautiful death must be...d saying goes.. (Report) Reply

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