Natasha Elizabeth Beatrice Williams
Natasha Elizabeth Beatrice Williams Poems
|1.||Welcome To The Mad House||10/6/2012|
|3.||Here In Your Arms||10/6/2012|
|4.||How I'Ve Grown||10/6/2012|
|5.||Pictures Of You||10/6/2012|
|9.||What You Don'T Do.||11/20/2012|
|13.||Am I Right?||8/28/2013|
|16.||How Can You See Me As Beautiful?||10/6/2012|
|18.||Blow Me A Kiss||10/15/2012|
|19.||Victoria Elizabeth Smith (30th September 2011,10.43pm)||10/6/2012|
Victoria Elizabeth Smith (30th September 2011,10.43pm)
I held my breath and opened my eyes to look into the mirror.
I was scared, it was the first time doing this since you left.
I didn't look right, I didn't look like any kind of winner.
It was look the light from my eyes and soul had also left.
It wasn't that surprising. I just lost my kin.
I couldn't cry when you went away.
Had to keep all those emotions at bay.
I had to stay strong, everyone else needed me today.
Though seeing you there, the way you lay…
My heart broke, in every single type of way.
My breathing stopped, I plainly just forgot how.
It's not easy y'know..
Looking inside to think that there's something in there.. hiding away..Just waiting for you to fall.
All it'll take is a few more blows..
It'll get what it wants. I can feel it inside. Digging away at it all.I'm trying. I'm not just sitting here sulking.
But you took things the wrong way, I didn't want to agrue.
I still don't. It makes me shake, like it feeds the thing lurking.
I found out why I'm like this. It took time..hours of sitting on a pew.
I'll build it up,