Natasha Elizabeth Beatrice Williams

We got so close.
Even naked.
Under the sheets, breathing heavily.
You said no, just holding me.
We can't hurt eachother.
It's too soon.
You have a baby soon.
Even still.. I think about you at night, holding my pillow to me chest like you held me to yours.
My heart dies a little more each time.

We're only friend.
We're only friends that look longingly at each other and wish to kiss each other.
It's not fair..
Kiss me again, just once, tell me it's the last one and kiss me forever..
I beg.
I shouldn't be so attached, but.. You..
You..
Hold me, kiss me, love me.
I beg you.
Forever.