Am I Right? Poem by Natasha Elizabeth Beatrice Williams

It's the middle of the night.
As always.
Thoughts are running around my head.
As always.
You're in there.
As always.

I take deep breaths.
Breaths.
Am I doing the right thing?
Things?
Is being with you ok?
Really ok?

I love people.
More than just platonic.
They're all my lovers in my head.

Is being with you right?
Am I doing the right thing?
Things?

I love you all so much.
You're all the things I need.
I'd die if I lost you.
Any of you.
Just takes one.
To break my heart again.

Can a heart love this way?
More than once?
Obvious can.
Am I doing the right thing?
Things?

Marry me?
Yes...
Well, what about the others?
Marry me?
Now I don't know.
NOW I'm confused.

Am I doing the right thing?
Things?