Pain Poem by Lyudmila Purgina

I see, how you could feel a pain,
The rude and jealous creature of creation?
How you could even on the earth that stand?
And lie again, again... don't mention...
This... I'm turning all my course,
I'm going to sail sooo faaar...
Where nobody, nothing call
Me to his body, to his heart...

Please, tell me - how many years
You could sustain without my help?
Without my caress and tender,
Without all my inner-self?

You lie... You're stupid... and were crazy...
You have some influence on heart...
I'm turning car... I drive forever
To land, where I have the new start!