Lost For Words Poem by Unnamed Weirdo

If only words were just enough to let out all thoughts
If only the English language held more for me to express
But the mind has been infested, gone cold and all numb
The dull mind has passed perplexities, and it’s becoming dumb
All I end up asking myself is why I still care, care about it all
Why despite knowing the horrible truth do I continue to fall
I keep wondering if time will do me justice, or it’s pointless
If all my concerns meant anything, or was it thrown aside; worthless
My hands waver as I type, what can I possibly say, what’ll I write
I think as seconds turn to minutes to hours, from day to night
The tongue is tied, I’ve gone speechless. Tis not fair, why oh why
Why couldn’t time stand still and I could sprout wings and fly
It was a moment of truth, a moment of illumination. It was awakening
I was sleeping all this while, but I want to escape this reality, it’s frightening
I realize that it’s useless and meaningless to continue to dream in a daze
I’m pretty sure I will move on and look back and laugh, I know it’s a phase
If only words were just enough to let out all thoughts
If only the English language held more for me to express