Just Spare Time I Need Poem by Manonton Dalan

was reading our past today
i find it really amusing to be
part of yours; long journey
little i have, not so worthy
deep in my heart am happy

smiles i keep hidden in my sleep
slowly coming out, out from wept
fearful sticking my fingers out
some may come; give me swat
i can't remember; how it feels like

i close my eyes for a mere dream
i see your eyes full, full of beam
i fear when it will subside or fade
i'm always hoping i didn't cause it
well i am here hanging to my fate