I'M A Clown Poem by celia hinojosa

Everyone around me is laughing. They say im funny. my pain brings humor. my sorrow brings laughter. my mistakes are jokes. my tears are worthless. this life is filled with bad things. so it would be easier if someone just shot me and ended all this pain and suffering. what did i do so wrong for everyone to hate me? i look back and remember nothing i did wrong. im a mistake that was born, an acciedent. im sorry everyone for watever i've done wrong.