Eliminating All Doubt Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Sitting by the phone, waiting for that call.
Each minute feels likes hours.
Trying to think of what to say this time.
How can I be myself, how can open my heart to someone else?
Is it better to leave certain thing unsaid?
Am I like an old paperback used up and already read.
Butterflys are eating at me.
Making me all jittery.
Shaking from the inside out.
Is their a ring of truth in all this doubt.
Give me confidence, because I never want to fake it again.
Drinking an empty bottle in my head.
It's all has been building to this moment.
Standing tall over an ledge, and never looking down.
Not afraid that I'll fall, but I'll walk away.
I know what I want, I know what she wants.
But is it ever that simple?
Over complicating things.
That will not be me.
Taking it nice and slow.
Doing things right, coloring inside the lines.
It might not be pretty, or sexy, but it's me.
And that is all it can ever be.