'Dreams' Part.1 Poem by LOVE_AND HATE_ Lyle Ashwyn Holland

This was inspired by Life itself and the ones I witnessed to be living their dreams around me, or at least just a portion of it. They always tell us to persue our dreams, but they don't tell us exactly how to get there. But this was just written as I reflected back on my life on the time I wasted and the lack of effort I've put in the dream I claimed to want with all my heart because ' I never took the time' to manifest my dreams into reality. I loved it so much, but so afraid to go after it. Therefore I'm not 'proud of my fear'. Letting opportunities pass me by when there's only '1chance to grab it'. So I question myself if this dream even mine, and how bad I really want it? , and will God allow me to have it? ... But I'm so lazy, just praying and ask God to allow me to wake up one day and just let everything fall into my lap. But since I'm still alive, I have to go after it and not take 'life for granted', if I want to be above 'everything'(poverty, debt, drugs, and all other bad things) . And that's basically it!