Broken Mentally Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

Broken mentally
Monday,1st October 2018

I had worst fears
and it proved here
even though I had loved him dearly
he proved himself disastrously

"I am pregnant dear"I gently uttered
he remained visibly angered
"Abort the child or face the divorce "
I was filled with the remorse

"Is this the same man"? I thought for a while
where has gone his smile?
why can't he love incoming soul?
my inner wall gave dissent call

I was broken mentally
and decided to end the life instantly
I thought of drowning in the river
and die forever

I looked down with firm resolve
will this ever solve the problem?
I thought of the divine dream
and sought blessings from them

I heard the response from the sky
"don't feel tense" go back and try
go back and take care of the newborn
life shall soon turn into happiness

Hasmukh Amathalal Mehta