Normal Girl Normal World

Death is death,
Nothing more, nothing less.
No white light, no pearly gates.
No heaven or hell,
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I am dead inside.
I can no longer feel.
No love nor hate.
No hope nor faith.
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I always try my hardest,
You know that.
But sometimes my hardest,
Just isn't good enough for you.
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Every day I look in the mirror,
Expecting to like what I see.
Instead I see pain, anger and hate,
A girl that just wants to be loved.
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You say you love me,
Do I love you?
You say you care about me,
Do I care about you?
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Why didn't I see it before?
You're the same as the rest.
You became my life-support,
Then cut me off.
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All these memories,
Hidden for years.
Forgotten about,
Or so I thought.
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Sometimes I think people forget
I'm only 15, going on 16.
I'm not an adult,
I don't wanna be tied down.
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I love you so much,
I miss all the good times.
I wish I could have you back,
I want your love so dearly.
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Could he be the one?
The one she wishes for all day and night.
Is it ever possible,
For the popular to love the geek?
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This place looks so unfamiliar,
This place has changed so much.
This is the place you have to fight,
For what you love so dearly.
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Like a star high in the sky,
Pretty to look at,
But not much use.
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This is my final battle,
Here where I lie tonight.
The battle for control,
For life or for death.
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She can't think straight,
All the people taking the mik.
She can't help it,
It's just the way she feels.
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Is it wrong for me to still be afraid?
The fear takes over, it controls me.
The pain reminds me of that day.
A constant reminder,
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So much pain,
Behind these eyes.
Hidden so well,
No-one can tell.
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All I ever wanted was you,
To kiss you, cuddle you, be with you.
But now,
I've lost my chance.
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I live each day in constant fear.
In fear of the hospitals,
The doctors and the professionals.
In fear of this incurable disease,
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I'm not going to lie,
I'm just not that into you.
I know I said forever,
But sometimes forever ends.
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I don't want us to fall apart,
I don't want to lose you.
I've tried my hardest,
But we're falling faster.
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