LUZAAN de Bruyn

THE RAIN DROPS FALLING ON THE ROOF
IM SITTING, LISTENING, MAKING NO MOVE
THE SOUND SO WONDERFUL
THE FEELING SO POWERFUL
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THE DAYS ARE LONGER
THE NIGHTS COLDER
I MISS YOU TONIGHT BUT
EVERYTHING FEELS SO RIGHT
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SILENTLY LETTING GO OF ALL MY TEARS
CRYING ABOUT ALL MY CHILD YEARS
TRYING TO FORGET FOREVER
BUT I CANT NOW, NOR NEVER
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AT NIGHT WHEN I LOOK AT THE MOON,
I KNOW YOU LOOK AT IT TO
THEN I WISH I COULD SEE YOU SOON.
WE ARE VERY FAR APART
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MOMMY I AM SICK
I REALLY DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU
BUT PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT IM GOING THRU
MY WISH FOR YOU IS NEVER TO CRY
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TODAY IS MY FIRST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU
BUT MOMMY KNOWS WHAT YOU WENT THRU
I JUST WISH THAT I COULD HAVE GIVEN YOU MY LIFE
THEN YOU WOULD HAVE SURVIVED
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FINDING LOVE IS HARD TO DO
BUT ITS NOT UP TO ME
ITS UP TO YOU
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YOUR EYES AS BLUE AS THE SKY
YOUR HAIR AS WHITE AS SNOW
YOUR SMILE BRIGHTENS MY DAY
AND YOUR HANDS SO SOFT TOUCHING MY FACE
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YOU WERE THE ONE
YOU MADE ME CRY
I WANTED TO DIE
MY HEART BURNED LIKE HELL
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THE PAIN IS EATING ME LIKE AN FLESH EATING ILLNESS
MY HEART BEAT DISAPPEARED LIKE I DIED
FIGHTING DEATH WITH ALL MY MIGHT
SOMETIMES I CANT SEE
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THE NEWS WAS HEART BREAKING...
MY WHOLE BODY SHAKING
I CANT LOSE YOU! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I JUST CANT! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
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ITS A DARKNESS OF DEMONS THAT HAUNT MY DREAMS AT NIGHT
AND THEIR SHADOWS THAT HAUNT ME BY DAY
THE SMELL OF SULPHUR FOLLOWS MY EVERY MOVEMENT
IN EVERY HIDING PLACE THEY HAVE BEEN HAUNTING, FOLLOWING AND TORMENTING ME
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I NEVER WANT THIS LOVE TO CHANGE
BABY I KNOW THAT SOMETHINGS ARE OUT OF YOUR RANGE
BUT FOR NOW THE STARS ARE WHERE WE SHOULD AIM
I KNOW IT MIGHT SOUND LAME
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I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME CRY,
I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME WANT TO DIE,
I HATE IT WHEN YOU ARE RIGHT
AND WHEN YOU ALWAYS WANT TO FIGHT
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Emptiness from within
Darkness my sin
Wanting to break free
But I can't you see,
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DO YOU HAVE TRUE FEELINGS?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS?
FIGHTING FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE THE MOST
NOT EVEN THINKING OF THE COST
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WATER SPLASHING AGAINST THE ROCKS
PEOPLE WALKING LIKE SHEEP IN FLOCKS
SUN SHINING HIGH
WAVES WANTING TO FLY
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LITTLE KITTEN, LITTLE KITTEN
WHY DID YOU CLIMB UP THE TREE?
WAS IT THE BIRDS YOU WANTED TO SEE?
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TODAY I CANT STOP CRYING
MY SOUL AND HEART DYING
YOU ARE KILLING ME SLOWLY
SMELL OF SULPHATE AROUND ME
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