Anthony Spiros Mcgilvra

i try not to think but its hard to feel
I'm living a lie and nothing seems real
you might prove me wrong but in the end
your just as fake your not my friend
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a distant demon fleeing leaving footprints in the sand
running from the scene with a dagger in his hand
i chase him down the spiralling stairs deeper into hell
he turns his head and smiles at me this place he knows to well
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A sea of charming faces glaring empty eyes
A lifeless illusion filed with endless lies
It’s all a blur in my mind there is no concentration
A million stars in the sky but no constellation
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tossing and turning inside of my bed
with thoughts like poison inside my head

they wont let me rest or be at peace
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pistol to my head
finger on the trigger
time to eat lead
for breakfast lunch and dinner
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unexplored horizons, pathed with despair
you've been running forever, but gotten nowhere
this mountain's to high, to many locked doors
you're down and broken, helpless and sore
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i come with daggers i come with knifes
I'm the sweetest poison draining you life
I'm stabbing your heart with a twinkle in my eye
i cant hold back even though i try
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I'm in the dark lurking in my shell
no way out trapped in this hell
i cant get out i have no key
i want to shout i want to brake free
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read if you must my first attempt
understand what you will and feel contempt
between the lines is where i live
you'll never get if you never give
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A hall of mirrors reflecting my thoughts
the plan becoming cleerer conecting the dots
its all before me in front of my eyes
the stage is set for my grand demise
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Tonight the world lays with fearful breath
as the sky turns dark with blackened death
we all stand still no one makes a sound
tonight we fall and shake the ground
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if you give me a smile
I'll give you my time
give me your thoughts
and I'll give you mine
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the unsung hero he steps aside

into the corners he goes to hide
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I looked inside the mirror
no friend to be found
just my vision getting clearer
me singing with no sound
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a blank space somewhere to write in..what should i fill it up with? ....
maybe just randoms thought...
my cat is back shes grey not black
black is the other one shes older and fat
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You're a queen and I'm a pawn
, an ugly duckling and you're a swan
, i can only go forward i cant go back,
your queen is white my pawn is black,
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what you've said you can't take back
the ice underneath is begining to crack

an honest mistake a missunderstanding
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I'm searching for a knife
something that's sharp
to cut into the light
to slash at the dark
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She sits and sighs with tears in her eyes
She feels no joy she was living a lie
Now that lie is gone the truth hurts more
Her heart is broken her chest is sore
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music in the night not a soul to be found
whispers in the light no control in the sound
echos of the past screams in the streets
nothing you can grasp my dreams at my feet
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