Samir Actuated Poems

Sometimes the impulse jumps in
And he ignores it
He is left perverted
Sometimes it is very different
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I never loved calculating the costs
And yes the other life was eagerly waiting for me
The drinks not as much
It was the joy
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Now things are clear
The deepest silence
My mind was away
I had to say those things
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I clench my teeth
Those words can never be taken back
Must have been the cloud pillar in my path
Now I have to rise over their judgement
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So now I have to close the ears in my mind
And look at the world in the eye
Believing in your happiness
Lest my tears come back
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Why do I stammer when they talk to me
Where could I be
Living my dreams?
Rich surrounded by friends
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No man is an island
No matter what questions they ask you
No matter what they want you to be
No matter how your past binds you with them in hell
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She said to me conquer your fears
I wondered then
Her conviction seemed so right for her
A young strong girl is what I saw
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Away from hidden happiness
Away from lost sleep
That light sees through you
That man has suffered since he was
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Bad memories
The unnecessary thoughts
My lonesome
My destroying doubts
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