sabrina seriva

ill never for give you.
ill never forgive u, for stealling my heart breaking it to peices and throwing them on the ground.
ill never forgive the things you did.
ill never forgive the ways you lied.
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my life was empty,
and bitter,
until one night,
when we met,
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I want to drown my sorrows in alcohol,  
Drown all of my memories,
Shoot through the images in my mind with pills,
Pop as many as I can,
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I miss sleeping with him, 
Just laying next to him, 
watching him fall asleep, 
Listening to his heart beat, 
Watching his chest rise and fall, 
Kisses his cheek, 
Him putting his arm around me, 
Like if he didn’t id disappear.
I miss kissing him to wake him up, 
Then lying there just staring, 
And saying good morning, 
Even if it was noon, 
Just laying there and cuddling, 
Until we woke up completely, 
I miss playing video games with him, 
and pausing just to kiss him,
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heart broken
love lost
tears fall
words unspoken
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he is so wonderful
he is my world
i hope it doesnt turn out dreadful
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standing there looking at his beautiful blue eyes
his arms around my waist
his face drawing near
and i begin to fear
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i've met my mirror image,
lost in his hazel eyes,
loved my mirror image,
till my heart exploded with colors,
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feeling like being torn apart! !
pain inside burrowing into the heart,
so much screaming
all in my head
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