Why Do You Disseminate Poem by Mark Heathcote

Why do you disseminate these feelings?
Turn our love, our spring love into a fall
Didn't I mean anything to you at all?
Why do you say these things that hurt us all?

How, why, did you let me go at all?
Why don't you cry, why don't you call
Why do you disseminate your ill feelings?
Why do you say these things that hurt us, at all?

Didn't we mean anything to you at all?
Tell me was I just deceiving myself
Don't our children or I mean anything to you at all?
Tell me now who's to blame, was it just I.

You've turned everything I say,
Every living colour word I say into a cold lie
You've turned everything I say into a living hell
A stagnate hollow cold frozen painful waste.

You've turned everything into a living hell
Was it all just a spell? You harbour so many lies
Tell me who's to blame, I need to know now.
I need to know right now. You've darkened our skies.

Why do you disseminate all these empty feelings?
Why do you turn our love, our spring love into a fall?
Didn't I mean anything to you at all?
Why do say these things that hurt us all?

How, why, did you let me go at all?
Why don't you cry, why don't you call
Why do you disseminate your ill feelings?
Why do you say these things that hurt us all at all?