Torn In Two Poem by Tiffany Rose Moczydlowski

Flickering lights and wandering thoughts
Reflect my uneasy tone
Unsure now of who I am
Or anywhere I'll go
To take a chance and start anew
Or compose a complete reversal
And use the tools I'm given
To build up my winding fall
Blind or wise
Either is about to become my path
Blindly destroy the evidence
Of all the pain clearly
Marked by deep scars
Or wisely use to my advantage
All those toughened marks...
Simple sounds the choice...
But I'm torn.
Will I render my past unforgiving
Too destructive to my being
Making it right to let go?
Will I use my taut and tired
Hands to build up strength
To deface the wrong?
Will I run into the mist?
Will I stay, afraid
That I'll discard
A chance of happiness?