Stuck Poem by Unnamed Weirdo

I want to move, run and dance
Fly away, flutter far, and prance
The desire is burning deep within
Thoughts zipping like an evil sin

Time is frozen, periods have stopped
I wound up in the same place I ended
I am continuously walking in large circles
I am stuck in this place, dreaming of miracles

I want to forget, smile once again
escape all this contempt and disdain
I want to see the rewards of much patience
and stop paying for this penitence

Conscious thoughts linger, without any reposte
I see all the others skipping away in the midst
frolicking in the blissful rains, envy is curling
Jealously is a nefarious misdeed, it's hurling

This feeling, this sense of hopelessness
the ideas of no perquisite for the work, sedulous
Pining and being held with trust in good things
that should be in the end, but I am with nothings

My hands are empty and not even in yours
that is all I wish for, nothing else, no more
That you'd love me the way I love you
Care and been there for you as so

Tis' been so much time, three years
and yet I cry all these lonely tears
I plead for it all to fade, for it to mean nonentity
I try, but I can't, I am stuck here for eternity