Standing alone in the bitter silence.
A cold breeze engulfs my body and I start to shiver.
I feel so strange, There’s something different.
Cold outside but melting inside.
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I step outside of myself.
Re-evaluating myself
I handed her this power over me
The power to take me down with you.
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Let me out…
What am I?
I always dreamed of being beautiful.
Like they say “beauty is on the inside”
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Cut so deep, skin divided exposing the bone.
Who’s naked hand holds the knife?
My blood is shed, maybe for an empty promise.
But I inquire, Who’s hand is that?
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This area is killing me,
Secluded and redefining the sense in every way.
I’m trapped in my own space of dwelling.
The dieing instance of abrasive murder.
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I fix this addiction
I lesson thy hand of conviction
Im only last in the race Im not first
Feeling better knowing Im not yet hurt
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Physically we are torn apart…but my love will still remain.
Brightening up the sky above…in times when love is pain.
The strength of her heart, her selfless ways…keep my spirit high.
Throughout these cold and lonely days…of her love I dream at night.
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Porous times, I’ve crossed the boarder line.
As I lay here waiting
For something more to come
You can try to run from your fears
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Sometimes you need to just take a deep breath
Sleep.....but stay awake
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Hiding in my own space
Close my eyes
Let this world become so distant.
Feeling for once free.
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