Just Want To Know Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

They never seen me coming.
No not today and not tomorrow.
Capturing hearts and minds.
Holding them in blue translucent glass jar.
A reserve for when I really need it.

Fighting till I got nothing left.
Which is never.
An Aries in and out.
And this gemstone glows.

Fire of the tides.
They continuously burn.

Anger motivates.
Anger can devastate.
It just a matter of control.
What to do with all this magical energy.
Who can I can help upon my shoulders.
Let me lift you up and see the world.

A free ride to be frozen.
A mere clipping of time.
It's all that is ever on my mind.
No need to rewind.
Just push play.
Well continue where we left off.
Which wasn't so bad.

So bad, so bad, so bad, so bad.

So bad, so bad, so bad, so bad.

Do you still remember that park we went to?
The one with the exotic fish and the giant turtles.
Or about that trip on the beach.
Collecting seashells.
Listen closely and you can still hear the ocean waves crash against the sandy beach.

Its all we ever had.
A time when love is never enough.
A catalyst to the ongoing storm.
In silence reason and motives do sleep.
We must wake them back up.

I still can feel you skin up upon mine.
Silky smooth, with the gentlest touch.
I can still see your expression.
When you were mad at me.
And I loved it, just as much as I loved you.

It didn't matter as long as we were together.
I had more reasons, then you can count.
Settling down upon the mountain.
It is the place till this day I still call home.
You couldn't be with me, take the risk I'd did.
And I forgive you for that.
I did that a long time ago.

Winters cold and summers humid.
Laying in the grass starring upon the sky.
Watching the flames passing me on by.
I wish only to grab them for one moment.
So I can know what no one else does.

Will I ever see her again?
Does she now even remember who I am?
The broken and blind.
I'm still not over you I guess.
And I don't think I ever will.

I just want to know is this the same way she still feels?
The same way she still feels?