If Only Poem by Gothic Fairy Princess

If only you knew,
How my heart beats for you,
If only you heard,
The many ways I talk about you.

My heart and words are all about you,
You're all I could see,
You're all i can talk about,
I wish you can see how I really am for you.

If only you knew,
How much I want you here,
If only you saw,
How much I can't stop thinking about you.

Could it be the way you act,
Could it be the way you dress,
There's always a different way for you,
You're always the one I would look for,
You're always the one I would ask.

I always know you would lookout for me and her,
You're always there when I need a cure,
You've already stolen my mind and dreams,
Because I knew in my heart,
I would always see you again.

Right at the start,
I couldn't remember you at first,
But as the minutes go on by, and,
You gave mem clues of who you are,
But I knew at the start,
I would aalways remember and love you all the time.

If only you knew,
Why I wait/follow you to class,
If only you knew,
How I felt for you.

There is only one reason why always follow you,
That very same reason will remain the same,
I will always be with you in thought and mind but I....,
I will never mention what that reason could be.

Even if you tried, begged, and pleaded,
Even if you asked everyday,
That reason would be kept in me,
Only.... until that very day.

Until that very day I can tell you,
But my courage to tell you..... isn't ready.

For you, my heart shines bright as the sun,
But my eyes are trying to you,
Those 3 true and 'unforgettable' words I love You,
But for now my love,
It shall remain a secret.

If only. If only, I can tell you