Gothic Fairy Princess

After all these years,
I've been with you,
We remained great friends,
And we know each other so well too.
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She had a life she used to know,
Now her life is going down,
I hate to see dreaded pain,
Now her life is going insane.
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Perfect wings are meant to fly,
But my broken wings are in no condition to mend.

Theres seems to be problems I always see,
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Oh my God! !
I can’t believe this is real! !

I’m 14 and scared,
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I need you in my life,
To make me whole again,
I need you in my world,
So I know whos there.
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Because of you,
I can finally be myself,
But you are not in my life anymore,
So I feel like crying.
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As I walk on these school grounds,
I know I'm forever alone.
As I see couples in love,
I know my love is just a waste.
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I know your smile is not for me,
I see your glance is put aside.
I'm not the one you dream to meet,
But it's alright. I still abide.
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Let’s have some fun,
And be wild together,
We can scream and laugh,
Then jump and play.
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Whats wrong with me,
I never felt this way,
My heart has taken over my mind,
Cause all it can hear is you.
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Please be my soul-mate,
So we can spend our life together,
We're so happy as friends,
Maybe we could be happier for the rest of our lives together.
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Why wont you talk to us,
You normally dont act like this,
We've never seen you like this.
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The passage way to happiness,
Isn't the trail to follow,
It doesn't take you anywhere,
But leads you to sorrow.
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This is my world,
That no one can destroy,
I'm in charge of my own lkife,
Thats what I'm gonna do.
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Dont scare me,
ike you always do,
It gives me the chills,
Everytime you do it,
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I know your smile is not for me,
I see your glance is put aside.

Im not the one you dream to meet,
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Why do problems have to happen?
Why does death have to show his ugly face?
Why does pain have to exist?
Why do I put suffer in its place?
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I hate this certain person,
I will not mention his/her name,
This person is so annoying,
This person caused me so much pain.
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I have many friends,
But I'll only name a few,
They could be fun and protecting,
Sometimes worried people who care.
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I am afraid,
To go out on my own,
I am too scared,
To face the world alone.
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