I Feel Lonely Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

I feel lonely on island
As that does not belong to me as lovely land
I lie down on earth and guess about sky
Barren eyes refuse to look at and feel shy

It was all about his behavior
Even though he was senior
I had special inkling for him
He was for me as sun beam

He not only loved me and assured
But went in depth and measured
My attachment and long thrust
But he did put enough of trust

Why have I chosen him on my board?
The ship is on the way with lots of load
He is supposed to have shared it from me
To make me feel relived and totally free

I can't breathe in his absence
That makes totally no sense
His heart pulsates there but heard here like drum beats
I just look around to find his vacant seat

He has made me incapable
Not landed in any trouble
But I can't think world without him
He is around me as if I see him in film

How come to relate about my passion?
It is open and true confession
I sink with him in all the seasons
Without assigning any reasons

I feel I have found true access
That is reflected on my face
The shine speaks of my hidden secret
I had been hiding it and never allowed to let

Not always sad but certain I miss him today
As rainy clouds are desperately running away
Making move to shower at any time and anywhere
I need him to be with me somewhere here