Hate Poem by Seth Kaileen

I think I HaTe her
HaTe what she's become
HaTe how its ended
HaTe how it unfolds
But it's not only her
I HaTe him too
A wreck for sure
A fool that only exists
Like an endless soul
He's lost someone
And it's changed him
But not only that 
Someone close 
Has closed her heart 
For in her world
Love has no existence 
Then there is him
He thinks somethings wrong
He's unconvinced of his life
I disagree 
But I don't understand
I look at him and wonder
What is going on?  
He's opened my eyes
For I have fooled myself
It's happened once 
Now again
Not long ago
It happened again
Once is unconcerned   
Twice is coincidence 
Third is pattern
I wish it could end here
Scoffing the only people
I have ever really known
But it doesn't
For now I look at someone
And instantly HaTe them
I HaTe their skills
I HaTe their abilities
I've always disliked people
But not like this
HaTe grows inside me
I know it doesn't matter
I know no-one cares
But I feel as though
Somewhere it should
But every time I turn around
Failure strikes again
Wether it be myself 
Or a skill I once possessed
However for some reason
I continue to struggle
Without giving up
I don't understand why
I don't understand how
But I press on
Without a reason 
Is this good?  
Is this bad?  
I don't know
I'm not sure I care
I just know
And thats all I need... 
HaTe HaTe HaTe