(crazy Poem) Afraid Of Myself Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

On the deep end
Starting a trend
Obsessive
Losing my marbles one at a time
I'm a kid again
So scared
Of what I might do to you
Because of what I am
Because of what has happen
An evil soul resurrecting
A disease so infecting
Rejecting the failure of my own mental dissection
Is their any objection?
If that is so
Good I need a criticism
This is how it is
This is what you got to give
Mind
Body
Soul
I'm losing control
Shaking
Fiending
Confused
All I have left I need to lose
Strip it all away
Down to the very foundation
Down to the very last constellation
Stars burning so bright
Fade with the flip of a switch
Trying to scratch an itch
I just can't reach
I've been bled and leached
Healing me
I just don't know
I think I should go
Before I make another mistake
Tears fill the empty lake
Thoughts of you keep me awake
Thought of you make me so dedicated
You are my fuel for my life
That I really never had
Yet I can't be near you
We had our parting of ways
You probably still hate me for that day
But that's okay
It's for the better
Even in late December
I try not to remember
But it can't be helped
This was the second truth of a hard life with no end in sight
So I'll go on
It was a good fight
I'll never try rewriting what has already been written
Let it be
Please let it be
Oh please just let it be