Belle Poem by Poppi Sykes

This poem was about my cousin. I adore her as much as she adores me. people say there's gateway drugs but i don't think this is true, its just a matter of opinions that effect one's belief.
One day my cousin called me up and said that she had tried something and I felt insecure. i didn't shout at her or pity her because that would push her away. I'm scared that she would go too far, especially with the people that she's risking with.