Beautiful Disaster Poem by Jerinico Vincent Batac

I'm alone
Even within a sight, no one has shown
Within those four corners all i see is dark
Will this last any longer?
Will I be able to withstand and still be proper?
Confused, bewildered as you may are
Why in such despair I am and took it this far
I'm alone
I've never felt such loneliness
Such loneliness I never asked to witness
Was it love you may ask?
Nay! I've never felt such thing before
But my heart, why does it bear a sore?
Or did I? did I?
That thing called love!
Reminisce that i have been in part of
I loved with all my heart, all me
Yet still wasn't enough for her
Quote her 'just friends as we were'
Despair i felt deep down
Bolts and jolts screwed inside my heart
Oh! would i still be able to withstand that we are apart
In relief, found her glad, gay
With another man as you may say
Indeed ain't he owns a fortune?
Will i be able to let go?
That...I don't know