Asking The First Of Many Questions. Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Such a roller coaster ride emotion.
So unsure, but I want to be.
More then anytime in my life.
My heart keeps telling me take the risk.
Just leap into deep blue ocean.
But so afraid of what it will mean.
It's been so long since I felt this way about anyone.
My head keeps telling me no it's a bad idea, even if it is casually.
I keep wanting reasons to go to her.
An excuse go ahead give me things to do I'll work my ass off just for you.
Totally infatuated by everything that comes off your lips
All I want is more every single day.
Feeding the addiction, satisfying the affliction.
How to describe what feels like when you are near.
Intoxicated by the way your body moves.
Hating everything you're going through.
Wanting to give you world without any regrets.
So happy you are so independent.
I'm not even slightly jealous by your friends.
Today is day.
Listen to what I got to say.
Just another Saturday.
And I'm gonna speak my mind with no filter.
This is how I feel, know that it's real.
I'm now certain.
I'm now confident, that I won't offend.
Even if you say your not interested.
The words off my lips, into my finger tips.
I can finally tell you what you are doing to me.
But only once the days work is finished.
I need an answer, think on it.
Even if I don't like it.
I needed to wait, to see if we could keep it going at distance.
And that tells me there is spark, a connection.
And I confess it wasn't something I expected.
So be honest, don't lie, I don't easily offend.
Do you think this could work in the end.
Tell me please my dear friend.