A Friends Offering Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

My dear friend.
Oh can we start over again.
I remember the days when made excuses to just hang out.
Because you were with him.
But he was never there.
Just friends, taking it slow.
Let just see where it goes.
Not trying to make it into any thing it isn't
A world destroyed.
In the heat of the moment.
I said things I shouldn't have.
I didn't think there was any going back.
Still not sure there is.
But we can try.
But please don't make this about him this time.
A complicated situation in a rhythm and rhyme.
I keep jumping into it head first.
Time to put it in reverse.
Please lets do this because we want to.
Like the passion with our very first.
Chasing fireflies in the middle of night.
A burning desire forthright.
I'm sorry but I can't help it.
Trying to contain these feelings.
Its not easy.
Oh no dying a little inside.
How can I ever tell I love you in such a way?
But I must.
Would that make any of this okay?
A confession in which to bathe.
It betrays my moral standing, my moral upbringing.
I feel like a dirty animal.
Just doing what comes so natural.
Then we are apart for days.
I can't do this anymore.
I need something more then what your offering.