Nicole Silvia

I am the cloud that hovers above
I am the giver and receiver of love
I am the soul who fiends forever
Who cherishes every endeavor
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Again the door has closed tight
I am left in a sullen dark space
Wound into myself through the night
Feeling alive, but so out of place
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My darling
Who turned his back while his sickness grew
My heart bled out
But what could I do?
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The misty path along the pond
Brings me peace when all feels wrong
I speak to the moon, of which I'm fond
While breathing deep, I must be strong
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I whisper to you at night
Though I know you're not there
I send you my love, my heart
Somehow I can still feel you
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The need to grip to the things I love
only results in a tearful shove
I tell myself, absorb its essence... its precious juice
I beg God to leave it be, ' lets make a truce '
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It's the end...
The end has come again
The end of this saga
The inevitable end
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It's all I ever wanted
Right at my feet
Right there before me
Finally we meet
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When tragedy impedes on your life
It is like an ice storm...

your world is cold, brittle
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Flesh upon flesh
Wrapped in a blanket of stillness
This is where I lose myself
for a brief moment in time
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Screeching night!
Leave me be!
Leave me to my misery
No more pillows soaked in tears
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I know you are alone and scared
That your heart and body long for me still
But babe…
At no point in life will I ever be prepared
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White hands of waves
Clap against sun bleached stone

The tide begs the shell-ridden shore
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Love
Which eludes me
Teases me with your name
My spirit
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You leave me shocked and flustered
As if I've been sleepwalking the times
I've gathered all that I could muster
And still, I hang for another's crimes
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