Malory Joyce

Daddy said,

He would tell me he loves me,
and he'd say many other things too.
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Lord I have sinned.

I have taken your name in vain,
such a dirty mouth upon me.
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A depressed mind,
with an apathetic motivation,
let closed eyes be blind,
have them find me determination,
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Tonight I couldn't sleep
So I prayed to the Lord
to send an angel to kiss me.
Then when I fell asleep
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My thoughts were convinced that love
shouldn't be so hard to withhold,
if love existed within the relationship
then we were bound together.
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Lucky that my hair is long enough
for you to cut,
now you have plenty of times
to get it right.
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I walked barefoot in an open field today
the sky was blue,
the clouds were white,
and the sun smiled upon may.
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Mirror on the wall give reflection,
show what they can not see.
Mirror reflect on their direction,
the one that needs to be seen.
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There was a time she bent down low
saving me from gravity
for reaching up high on my tippy toes
clearly there was no doubt she loved me.
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Her Brown eyes couldn't still
when I spoke,
they'd roll around and around,
until my mouth closed,
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My angel,
the filler of my emptiness
the one whisper away to it all
come lie in my happiness.
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Your breath was beer,
could make any nose smother;
buckled my seat belt with fear:
ready to take a ride with my mother.
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The world will only go on
to disappoint me,
and everyday is just another chance,
of having such resentment.
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Just a girl looking for her own piece of mind,
but piled underneath other opinions.
The heavier the pile, the weaker I become,
and I am just a needle in a hay stack.
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Tears fall,
everything starts to fade,
almost can't see at all,
and a blurry sight the tears have made.
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I wear your key around my neck
holding on tight to it
trying to keep you with me.
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I am numbered down and numbered last.

best friend, close friend, good friend.
well dear friend,
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I have something to say...
but I just can't say it.

I don't know what it is I want to say,
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Nothing feels right
when i know your upset
only because
she caused all this,
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You made me smile and got yourself
onto my list.
Wakening my memory,
the stained reminders of existence.
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