Joanna Pavlides

I write every word
With hope
That you will read it
One day
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The road taken so many times
Losing yourself
And then trying to leave it all behind
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So many lies
But I believed them all
I wanted to run
But I stayed
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Through the pain and anger
Through frustration and hurt
Memory of you laughing
Comes again and again
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Did you know
I speak with angels
Every time I pray
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My heart is stubborn
And screams like a child
It does not want to
Say those goodbyes
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So naked I stood in front of you
Full of hope and full of fear

Locked in your arms I slept that night
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If only I could speak
The words of my soul
We wouldn't be so lost
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It was not body’s desire but my soul’s need
To be close to you to feel your skin

A need to bathe in warmth of your gaze
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My soul is still longing
For the divine light
You wrapped around me
By the river that night
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A new dawn ahead
After such a long night
Somehow though
I am so afraid
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I wrote you a letter
The one you'll never read
Before you get a chance
To see a single word
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Can't put the message
In a bottle
Because it won't float
In our sea of anger and hurt
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One was afraid
That the other one would leave
Too good to be true
I thought of you
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Every morning
when I whisper thank you
in hundreds
I am surrounded
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Too painful to read
What I’ve written

Every word
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Nowadays only sorrow
Makes my body tremble
When I miss your touch
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You look at me
I come close and slide into your arms
You run your fingers through my hair
I close my eyes
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I am what I am...
What am I though?
A tiny droplet in the sea
A breath of Gaea
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Forgive me Father
For I have sinned
Being joyful with life
Ignorant to death
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