Emily Swinney

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I never knew how much pain can hurt,
How much agony can come from death.
After the suffering is gone, then comes the hole in your heart.
The hole hurts worse than the pain ever did,
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Lost in numbness for years
Running from pain
Trapped in the freezing rain
Constantly numb
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Watch as this tear falls into empty space

See it fall into life's nameless place
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I am without speech, for my words are attacking.

I am without sight, for it is clouded.
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The rain will fall to no end
The rain will fall around the bend

The rain will fall until you are blind
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Realize that I never liked you
Realize that I loved you

Realize that the world doesn't revolve around you
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The pain that you feel,

But can’t touch.
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This pain I cannot ignore.

It haunts me with such force I feel nothing more.
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To wish to be free.

To feel the pain but it not bother me.
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I am not what I used to be.

At least I don’t think it’s me.
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Is the pain gone?

Will it ever be?
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The rain falls down and down

I will drown and drown
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The Pain Feels Good

I never knew how much pain can hurt,
How much agony can come from death.
After the suffering is gone, then comes the hole in your heart.
The hole hurts worse than the pain ever did,
And only then do you wish for the pain again.

When the pain returns you feel emotion again.
And that's what you start to want
To feel emotion, any emotion.
Pain is best because you're used to it,
You're used to it and so you revel in it,
You learn to love pain
So pain loves you.

It haunts you until you want pain more than anything
You wish bad things so you can have more pain.
And that is worse than anything else
Because you are officially at rock bottom.
Rock bottom is where I'm at.

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