Amelia Hammond

I do not see what holds me here
Now that, your gone
You held me here
When I sad happy or on tears
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consuming as it comes
chilling with the bones
beating like the drums
hurting from within
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I can't believe that I trusted you
After many years together
All the times you lie to me
But I believed you so much
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This tale is true and mine. It tells
How a broken vessel walks on Earth alone
Without it’s lovely bloodline fellow friend
This soul still shedding tears
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I never though I can come back to track
Always going in the wrong direction
You helped me with all of this
You took me by the hand
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Looking through the window
For my life
Seeing that everything
Comes and goes
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No matter how much I say it
You will never come back
Your scent, your kisses, my heart
Have left like you did
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i am fine
i am alive
i am proof that life keeps going
i am perfect
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Alone in the dark
Watching you lay there
Dead, a broken tool
This is too much to bare
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Sitting alone
With a broken heart
Broken wings
Broken spirit
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That pain that over fills this lungs
The chest that beats no longer
Just remembering the wings that made me fly
Visitors come and knock at these doors
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I don't know what's wrong with me...
Whatever I do, you are there
You pull me into a heap of emptiness
I thought you were the one I waited for
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Hate the feeling you make me feel
Knowing it is here because of her
How can she do this?
Why am I like this?
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Everyone yells yet not ever heard
Reaching out but never holding on
Seeking, looking, wondering for
Something that won't come
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Howling as the wind brushed my cheek
Remembering the way you made me feel
Blushing as I realized I was not alone
I can feel you staring seeing my very soul
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That warm spot you left behind
Confused not knowing the reason why
Maybe it was my fault
Hiding something that was not important
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This tears I cry are a river
So all that remains is the pain
The sorrow of all you have left
All those words left to be unsaid
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Times like this I just want to be left alone
But then you actually left me
With tears in my face
And left me without a soul
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Tears that run throught your cheecks
As I see the smoke grow higher
The flames increased with anger
As our screams yet to be on
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I did wrong to let you go
To see you step again like you did
I thought it was the best choose
For you and for me
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