Alicia Renea Carpenter Poems

I’m pushing the edges of reality
I’m changing everything around me

I wonder what I will become
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Will I ever let it go?
Why can’t I just stop? !
Stop comparing everyone to him! !
Why can’t I just let go? ?
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Somebody tell me what’s going on
Somebody tell me what happens next.
Because I’m completely lost
I’m utterly scared.
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I’m stuck in the middle,
Stuck somewhere between the truth and a lie.
How do I know which is right,
And which is left?
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Everything I am
Seems to fade into darkness.
Like nothing around me is real.
As if I stand alone in this fake world.
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I keep myself under wraps.
Let no one in
Don't get out
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