Clutching bed sheets,
heartbeat deafening;
muffling the sounds of
the last train to Century Park -
...
You are too far,
I cannot breathe,
I cannot sleep,
I cannot feel;
...
I am coming down with the flu
legs weak, knees breaking
under the weight of my body
skin and bones, skin and bones
...
Never in my life have I wanted
to be ripped apart inside and out
by hands so gentle,
a single touch
...
Restless hands and heavy eyes
define my posture and worry my mother
I beg for sleep to numb the pain
the pain of nothing, the invisible bruise //
...