To my future self,
I greet you warmly from the past and with struggle i begin to say
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Today i posed a question to the Lord
Asking him honestly what he made me for
I futher explained in my question posed
I am weak, I faulter, and am more imperfect than most
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Emptyness, loneliness, abandoned, to blame
Unworthy, broken, rejected, ashamed
Why.... why am i here, why not take me now
I surrender in tears, my life to you i vow
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