growing out of a shatterd dream

You say you dont break your promises
You lied
You promised not to hurt me
You did
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Do you have any Idea
Do you know the pain you cause me?
Do you know how much I care for you?
Do you know how much I fear for your safety?
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You finally did it do you feel
Good about yourself
I hope you do because
it took you two years to do it
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i fear the change that is occuring in me i dont know how to stop it
i fear that i trust too much
i fear that i love to much
i fear that i will fall too hard
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i fear the phone will rign and tell me you wont come home
the voice on the line will say the car crashed he died
on the way to the hospital
i fear that drink will be your last
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I trusted you

I loved you I thought you loved me too
You wanted magic I am magic I showed you
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I did things your way
You didn’t want to swim
We didn’t swim
You didn’t want me chillen with guys
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My secret makes me pace
The tears stream down my face
I put my fears at bay for just one day
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You say you love me
Than you insult me and make me cry
I can’t handle it but I still love you
You hurt your self and say it was because of me
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I hate you when you want me
I love you when you don’t want me
Your nice and you love me
You try to control me
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You ask me why
Why are you doing this?
Why are you breaking up with me?
I’m asking you why
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I cried over so
Many boys
You were there
To make me happy
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I thought you loved me
Than you left me for
I didn’t know who
Than I saw you two
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She fears what will happen because of this letter
She doesn’t want to write it but she must
The tears stream down her face as she writes
She writes
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The dance


The dance is fast and dangerous
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I know I am different I see it
I see the way they look at me
I know they don’t like me
I don’t know if you like me
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Dose she know?
You told me you loved me
Dose she know?
That you used to hold me
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