Trevor McLeod

Trevor McLeod Poems

I seek escape from this lonely existence. My dreams are happy. My wakeful moments are dreaded.

She awaits me in my dreams. I see her standing in a field of flowers. The blue sky beckons to us. I gaze upon her but I do not see her with my eyes. I see her with my heart. I cannot see her face but I know her beauty is beyond compare.
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I stood tall and strong
I loved you with all my heart and soul
you called me your soul mate
and I felt my happiness grow
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The cold wind blows
the snow is quiet deep
as it builds into drifts
so deep they can conceal just about anything
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here I am weak and bruised my darkness seeks to consume me.
The pain of being alone tears at my heart.
But what is this I see and Angel by me.
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One last look is all I have
of our home we built together
were our dreams were born
with one last look I bide them farewell
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6.

Love

Life’s greatest gift
Life’s greatest curse
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Kill me

Kill me slowly
Kill me quickly
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I stand still as the wind blows past
kicking up dust clouds
I gaze at what once was
a beautiful lush forest
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My dreams are always the same
An unending darkness void of all things
Just a peaceful void
nothing to bother me
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The pale moon light illuminates my path
my passing goes unnoticed by those who reside here
for they do not care
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What is this feeling
It is strangly satisfying
it tingles up my back like goosebumps
but it feels so good I can't get enough
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I ran into a friend the other day
we hadn't seen each other in a while
we just happened to bump into one another
at the local mall on Sunday
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The sun streams in through my bedroom window
Casting soft light on me as I sleep
I open my eyes
and feel a pang of regret
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Enter the shadows
Enter my world
Follow me quietly
But you will never surprise me
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I creep in shadows
In darkness unseen
Hiding in closets
In darkness under the bed
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Tis the season
To spread joy and cheer
I grin as I take part in this season
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I went to sleep last night
filled with anger and hate
having to deal with fools
while trying to earn a meager living
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It it that time of year again
all the lights and festivity
all the emptiness inside
all the loneliness
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Most don't realize just how sever depressions can be
they push it aside pretending it isn't real
and yet when they see someoen suffering
what do they do
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The darkness converges
covering me in it's clamy hand
I shudder at the cold touch
my skin crawls at contact
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Trevor McLeod Biography

not much to say I am a college student I am trying to work and go to school)

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My Angel

I seek escape from this lonely existence. My dreams are happy. My wakeful moments are dreaded.

She awaits me in my dreams. I see her standing in a field of flowers. The blue sky beckons to us. I gaze upon her but I do not see her with my eyes. I see her with my heart. I cannot see her face but I know her beauty is beyond compare.

She greets me with open arms. I feel no worries in her embrace only her love for me. I swim in the flow. We move as one floating through the sky. Holding her hand we sail through eternity together.

I wake and feel this crushing world press on me. I still feel her hands warmth in mine. I weep at the loss of that warmth and her love. The world whispers to me of the despair I feel. It reminds me that I will surly die as I was brought into the world. Alone.

As I succumb to the despair I feel her arms wrap around me comforting me. My tears stop. As I bask in the glow of her love I feel the warmth infuse my soul. I know now that she will always be by my side.

Her love is what drives me on even through days of hellish proportions. Her love helps me survive those days and knowing that she is always by my side. When the world becomes unbearable. I seek her warm embrace. There I find comfort and shelter she protects me. I know I have a limitation that’s why I feel no shame in seeking her safety. The pool of love is like an oasis in the desert I immerse myself in to escape this cruel world.

My angel has seen the scars left by those with no remorse. She wept at the sight. She soothed the ache and heeled the scar. For a while my heart had hardened to prevent the pain I felt. I buried notions of friendship and love for fear of more pain. During that time she could not approach me due to the pain and suffering emitting from my heart. Time has healed those wounds and I sought my angel in my dreams and found her. She had been waiting for me never doubting my return. She rejoiced at the sight of me.

I begged forgiveness for being so cold to the one being who wanted to help. I knew that she would forgive me because that is the greatest gift of love. In her embrace I wept as the warmth and love once more infused my soul. I never could forgive myself for being so cold to her. I hope one day to make it up to her.

We stand in the oasis of our love sharing in each other’s warmth. The love we feel is not physical, but that of two souls becoming complete. I hope to find my angel in reality but until then I will enjoy her company in my dreams. I feel that one day I will meet her, but until then I will wait with the patience of an eternity. I know I may see her tomorrow or a hundred years from now. I bid each second adieu knowing that each passing second brings me closer to my angel.

Trevor McLeod Comments

Linda Williamson 11 March 2008

Your poems are beautiful and each tells a story..I read your comments about the young lady..I don't believe she was out to kill you slowly, I think she loved you so much and didn't know how to show you..Give her a chance..you may be surprised at what you find. For you Trevor McLeod I believe everything happens for a reason People change so you can let go Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually trust no one but youself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Ponder this Trevor McLeod and think about the young lady.

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