rowan ahmed

With the start of each day
As in his bed awake he lay
His life comes flashing to his mind
Not a single happy memory he can find
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saddness crowned with perfect grace;
desperation and injustice it embrace,
lying on the floor, lost and insecure;
no more negativity i can endure
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rivers flow down my mountains
high peeks of crystal white
skies of pure blue garnished with stars
in horizons shining with light
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you make me cry
then you wipe my tears
you sit trying to console me
after you feed my fears
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lies that in every word lies
between the letters the truth dies
and each letter becomes a blade;
that pierces your flesh till your soul fade
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When the bell of departing chimes,
'll I remember my greatest crimes?
When each letter with blood I wrote
Broke my pen and my will fought
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With no voice and at no one
I loudly shout,
'I AM HERE'
But my angry heart is worn out
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walking through my long lonely way
found out that my ambition was sold
in the darkness solitude stands bold
uncovering a new obstacle I can't unfold
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A lonely shadow wondering through dark nothingness
Another step into its woes, another step into the hoary darkness
Following that significant scent of death
The only view of life it gets is through a melancholic lense
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walking away from you
was the worst thing i had to do
it made me feel pain and sorrow
but surely i had to go
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only a few more days
and it's like i never existed
and never will
all these years standing still
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I won't stop you anymore,
I won't stand blocking the door
You gave me a great heart sore
When all i fancied you scattered on the floor
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baby baby; don't worry about the pain
you 'll feel it no more
no more tears and crying
you are cold as ice
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I hold my pen up,
And with my tears i write.
I go for hours and hours,
then look and the page is all WHITE!
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