What Is Love? Poem by Goodenough Sakhile Dlamini

I am in the part two of my life and
This isn't me but a copy of me.
Lying isn't because I am not faithful
but trying to not break someone' s heart.
loving her is not a choice
my heart took that decision and unconditional
I am in love with her.
Every day when we together

we argue about a way forward but
we don't move where we are.
Where we are we trying to make
love and joy at the same time.

When I promise her the moon it’s weird because
I haven't caught a star. She sacrificed for me
and dump him with the hope that
I will do the same. I am loosing mind when
I am thinking about that because the one,
I got we have a history when.
I look at her I see the future

When she smile I realise that's I am not a player anymore.
Better to make love to her heart not a body instead.
O love I don't want to hurt someone.
How I am supposed to do.
They say you can't love two people at the same time.
So what I love them both and
It’s hurt to see one of them crying because of me.
Maybe I don't know what is love but
I am feeling that
I am in love with her and her that means I am still a player?

Hell no o used to have a dozen of girls this time around
I am stuck somewhere I don't know.
I don't recognise any of these things.
See her crying for me it’s makes me love her more
Still confused better fix this sooner the better or else
I LL be dead alive