What Do You Do? Poem by Forever Underestimated

What do you do
When the only person
Who can see the tears
Is drowning in their own?
I'm lost and scared
And it's all your fault
But what can I do?
Nothing can change the fact
I was wrong
So wrong
And now
It's killing me from the inside out
I hate this
But why can’t I get myself
To hate you?
I can't take this anymore
The numb is overwhelming
Nothing hurts more than pain right?
Wrong
Nothing hurts more than numb
Because you know you should feel pain
And you want to just break down and cry
But you can't
You just can't
No matter how hard you try
You’re still stuck
See what you've done?
See what you’ve turned me into?
I hope you’re happy
You probably are
This is what you wanted
Right?
I hate this
But I can't hate you
Will someone save me?
You never will