Trapped In My Own Mind Part 2 Poem by joshua reid

In my mind I'm blind man doing time
Look to my future cause my past, is all behind me
Is it a crime, to fight, for what is mine?
Everybody's dying tell me what's the use of trying
I've been Trapped since birth, cautious, cause I'm cursed
And fantasies of my family, in a hearse
people say it's the white man I should fear
But, it's my own kind doing all the killing here
I can't lie, ain't no love for the other side
Jealousy inside, make em wish I died
Oh my Lord, tell me what I'm living for
Everybody's dropping got me knocking on heaven's door
And all my memories, of seeing brothers bleed
And everybody grieves, but still nobody sees
Recollect your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix
I tried to do right but my life is to hard to fix