The Longing Soul Poem by Kristel May Waskin

I am all alone
In this lonely cold room
My friends are not here
I am filled with fear

How I wish they are here
So that my smile will not be replaced with tear
But fate is so playful
And I haven't been mindful

I thought it would be easy
But I am not that friendly
To be honest, I am not really comfy
Oh, loneliness please spare me

Until when will I feel this way?
Is it when my hair turns gray?
I don't know if I could still hold on
Or can I really go on

Felt like there is something missing
Now seems like life is not worth living
Help me, for I am in sorrow
Longing for laughter to whom can I borrow?

My friends, my friends where are you?
Have you missed me too?
When can we bond again?
And stay as if we are in chain.

Even just for awhile
For our distance is not a long mile
We are just in the same corner
But, why it seems we are too far from another?

Is it really true?
That people come and go
Then why you did you befriended me
If you will just to leave and stay far way?

I don't know what's wrong with staying
Because I saw many people fond of leaving
Is it really too hard to stay?
To the life of people that are always completing your day

Questions with no answer
Makes me wonder
Have I been a bother?
Tell me, so that I can do better

Not through this way
That seems you all are ignoring me
I am not used to this
For I am attached with our daily routines

Please do not waste
The great friendship that was once so sweet
I believe we can still work this out
And this friendship will grow into a beautiful sprout.