The Capital Of France Poem by Julie Smith

I was thinking everything's lost
But now I can't say that at all costs
I was thinking that I was at the ground
But somehow it seems I am still around
I was thinking it couldn't get worse than before
But it did and I don't think so anymore
I was thinking I was doing it all for him
But I was blind and didn't see it was you I was loving
I was thinking once that I had it all
But that was before my grandiose fall
I was thinking I had lost it all in two years
But there are some things that are still here
I was thinking my life and my luck had faded
But I forgot that back in November we made it
And than in October we had the greatest
I was thinking my life was put back to the start
But how could I forget that you're still in my heart
I was thinking I was the same as before
But I could never forget the one I fell for
And those two days that made me want more
I could never have asked for more
Thinking too much will just drag you down
And keep you from seeing how much you have grown
What looks like an ending at the first glance
Could just as well be a second chance
And only the start of a great romance
In the beautiful capital of France