Target Poem by Theodora (Theo) Onken

Theodora, please tell me that you are not living this kind of frightening life. I know about the break-in not long ago but I thought this was an isolated instance. Criminal acts are taking over so many towns and cities. Where I live there had been one murder from its inception in the early 1940's to... oh... my... till five years ago. There were nothing but scattered and very occasional burglaries for thirty or forty years. But time has changed. There are weekly shootings in the adjoining towns every week, cars are stolen every week, houses are broken into probably on a monthly rate, and gang-bangers are taking over. I do not know how we can stop these criminal elements but we need to give it a try before the only citizens left are criminals... Take good care of you- buy Dobermans, they are awesome dogs and they will not allow anyone to hurt you or yours but they will demand a seat at the dining room table, on the couch next to you, and part of your pillow. Prayers for your safety.

Susan, YES we were; Over an extended period of time. Pretty much taken our peace of mind. This matter is NOT closed....! Am not saying that it is over....as the right people are investigating this as i type. Sometimes Susan, Truth IS stranger than fiction. We believe we know who is behind it - now we just have to prove it. When i write - it is to let out all that i have had to deal with - the good, the bad, the in between. Have gathered proof of the drugging - through independent lab tests performed in 2012 etc. What i have written about here today is the reason we have had to have the security that we have and have since added to, since this brazen walk in on June 5,2016. This male succeeded in scaring me, seeing and taking pictures of my very messy living room, but he didn't destroy my soul. Dobermans are awesome watch dogs but we must have more security - as the person we are dealing with is quite diabolical and smart. We could leave - he or one of his flunkies could get in- -and tranquilize a dog- any dog and then go about doing what they were here to do. Psychopath's feel NO remorse, ever. They are capable of ANYTHING....stalking and numerous criminal activities are a regular part of their lives.

There is a place in life where the cruel target their prey and the damage left behind may never go away, my heart indeed goes out to you..I think your poem has words that should be spoken loud, a brave and bold poem that bares witness to the atrocities that go unoticed every day in this sick world.

This is troubling and just plain awful! I am so sorry you have had to live in such a way. Your poem is well done, but disturbing. I wish peace for you and yours.

Edmund, thank you, thank you, thank you! Yes, he is quite mad....menacing sums him up to a T. Never in all of my life would i have believed that there ARE really people like this in the world. He has been at this a while and is involved in the shadier side of life while trying to maintain one of absolute adoration to Jesus Christ. If, that is not diabolical, i do not know what is. He's quite split. Admits to being bi-polar and to using drugs such as LSD in the past...so, on any given day, one never knows what to expect from him. Truly, if there really is such a thing as the Devil....it would have to be him. A truly obsessive soul given to kinky fetishes and pursuing ways to continually try to break me, us, down. Our home is not our castle as he has had his flunkies in here doing his dirty work, for him. He is very clever...in the way he conveys what he wants them to do. Now, don't get too upset...he is a poet on this site. Am trying to stay well and strong and forever vigilant....all we have to do now, is prove it....and if he hasn't given up yet, there is always the hope that we can get our justice. Have been tested and tested and tested...and i am in this until he is made to answer for all that he has done...this includes all who have worked with him, or for him.

I am disgusted by the slightest infringement upon personal privacy. Your writing reveals t mad inclinations of a diabolical type. I have my AK-47 and sleep quite sound even though my German Shepherd now curls up on my cousin's rug due to my job related relocation. Your writing here is of an extraordinary talent. A window into the mind of an individual that may be tested but never bested by the twisted sort that menaces you. Stay well, stay strong and be vigilant.

Yes, Susan, we ARE! ! ! ! ! Have independent lab tests from 2012 to prove the drugging. Other things that prove our home had been entered when we were gone- -this has gone on for a number of years. It is in the right hands now.