Something About Summer Poem by n. j. saroff

Something about Summers always makes me want to cry
Something about sunny days and the cloudless nights always makes me crave another
In the long days of summer it's moments like this where things that made sense for so long suddenly don't
Something about summer and the freedom it provides that should be safe and welcoming but really it's tackling me till I can't breathe
Something about the beginning of July how I suddenly feel the need to give in and not try
I've never liked the heat that makes me shiver more than the cold
Something about summer makes you want to go out but I prefer to stay in or under, hidden away till summer days are gone
I hate summer all the love, pain, the sun,
I Want to run, I want it to end
Yet once it's over
I wait for its return